What are things you automatically do without noticing it yourself?

@SW-User why would you do that?

@popmol It happens subconsciously. I'm not quite sure why.

@SW-User because you don't trust people? you feel like trusting can hurt you?

@popmol Its a little hard to explain.

@SW-User does it involve the reason you're far from home or was it before that?

@popmol I've always been like that. But its gotten worse lately.

@SW-User thats not healthy :( you should embrace people feel happy all around and such!

@popmol There are a lot of shoulds and shouldnt's... but it happens and its always an is and isnt.

@SW-User wow so fancy! impressive :)

@popmol :)

@SW-User sadly the context is sad :(