I have three kids,two with disabilities....

Nothing that could possibly compensate for the damage you would cause to their lives. Get help and support for yourself, and take care of the children who did not ask to be born, but who you brought into this world.

Isn’t assistance automatic if you have children with disabilities.

I don't know how do you take it but wanna share, I am from a Hindu Indian family here we are taught that every problem must be surely addressed handle and tackle it that very important, that is like a loan on your soul you have to face it, but if you decide to quit you have to take a rebirth and face it again it will never be solved until and unless you face it or totally solve it so it's upto you face it today or some another day you got to do it, good luck

you won't get life insurance if you off yourself. so get life insurance and then wait a few years and don't be posting shit on forums about depression and suicide and survival benefits.. amature mistake. anyway.. be creative and find a way to have an accident. other than that all they'll get is your social security if you die right now.

you and they do not count *( I am facing the same problem before you block me or stg )

You have to old it together though, you’re just tired.

You need to get away WITH your family, embrace a different environment for a different while.

I suppose that would depend upon where you are located. I'm sure there are different systems in place in different areas.

Him being my husband. Sorry,left that part out.