@St0ut here too. Somehow, some way I ordered it a few years back from Amazon when I was actively being stalked by a very violent person and they sent it to me. I feel very fortunate.
@St0ut lmao! Agreed. And I spoke with an FBI acquaintance and he said get a knife. Which I did. But they are harder to wield than people realize. The stun gun is a deterrent just by firing it off.