I doubt myself sometimes

The voices in my head mostly just confusing trying to figure out if some of the thoughts are really my own if that makes any sense because some things aren't the nicest of thoughts that I have maybe I really am just an evil human and every evil thought I have is from my own heart so maybe it is just me trying to find a way put the blame on someone else for my evil intentions hmmm looks off into the distance begins to think again very interesting hmm takes a sip of mountain dew sits on the couch what is this I'm so ugly