How does one stick to having an eating disorder?

Why the fuck would you wish that on yourself ? You don’t understand how serious it is. It’s NOT a diet. It’s an ILLNESS. It can KILL YOU. I have had it since I was 11 or 12. When the councillor told me about it I didn’t understand how to handle it. I wasn’t proud of it. It’s not glamorous. It’s not pretty. It’s not a body type. It’s an life threatening illness and you DONT want it. I was in a psychiatric hospital due to that. It will ruin your life. It takes away opportunities, takes away Freinds , causes family problems, it takes away your happiness and your self esteem and confidence. Don’t go destroying your body just to look thinner or like a model out of a magazine. Most magazine models are edited. Thin women you see regularly outside or on the streets are mostly BORN thin and have a HIGHER metabolism then most. Eat healthy foods and exercise a few times a week. Cut out meat and eat less diary. Don’t starve yourself. You won’t wish cancer on yourself , you won’t wish depression on yourself , you won’t wish your self to be disabled or have any other illness so why wish an eating disorder on yourself ? You should consider councilling If you feel this low about yourself.