I let him screw me sometimes so he thinks Im in love with him.

@Elandra77 Im caught up in it though.

@Ratatouillesque But isn't that the same as living a lie? It seems the best thing to do would be honest with him- with each other- and move on. he is led to believe there is love where there is none and you are unfulfilled.

@Elandra77 Its nice to feel loved for once in my life though.

@Ratatouillesque Women generally give sex to get love, men give love to get sex.

I'm just saying that feeling s for each other should be real and not deceptive.

But whatever works for you.