Do you often get what you don't want?

@Encontrados What happening

Life in general. She is financially strapped living in her mother's home and I live in an apartment and she has three children.

@Encontrados i see. Break your lease to help her?

@iamnikki I usually never get anything I desire. I've been wooing this woman sice the end of June and am at good friend to boyfriend status with her. It's okay because we have both been burnt in our past. The only thing is I am slowly loosing hope.

@iamnikki I would but I am between jobs and disabled.

@Encontrados how are you losing hope when it's only been a few months

She keeps on referring to me as hun and Bea but say's we are just friend's. Plus her phone is on the fritz and be replaced as of Friday. It's been like two weeks since she has flirted with me. We still talk every morning though. I guess I am just being a little ansy. I do like her alot and can see myself being by her always. She just told me before her phone started acting up that she would stay with me if I didn't change after six years. I get she wants to be careful but that is a freaking long time or am I overreacting?