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How many friends do you have?

I have Facebook friends, I have back in the day friends, I have party friends, but I don't have any friends I can go to. So do I have friends?
I've tried the good ol write em a message tactic and conversations fall short on their side. I don't have anyone I can go to and it sucks. I have my boyfriend which is just another project like myself. He has friends. Loads. Why don't I?
I do admit I fell off and became distant when I was troubled.
I used to tell my friends everything but they got tired of hearing it. I could tell by their lack of attention, the sighs, the eye rolls, the get over it.
So I became distant. I came back and they've thrown me off the bus.
Having depression sucks. It ruins relationships.
Sometimes I cry and sometimes I sigh and move along..
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TheCoolestCat · 36-40, M
i have no friends.... i used to have 2 friends but then i moved to another country for 2 years and lost touch with one of them..... then i went insane and the 2nd friend just stopped wanting to know me... seems like he wasnt really my friend after all
Menaa8D · 26-30, F
At one point I felt very enlightened and felt I had all this insight and knowledge about the world and was very spiritually grounded and could feel my soul. One of my friends told me i was a lunatic and then I couldn't stop thinking about if I was a schizo.
I lost the feeling. It was a beautiful feeling
TheCoolestCat · 36-40, M
youd never know if you were schizo until it was too late.... i have something similar to schizophrenia.... its in no way pleasant