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My Scar Journey...

In Janurary [image]A month ago [image]Recently[image]It's getting better. But still there. My depression has gotten better. But suicidal thoughts are still daily. But i thought it was best to stop mentioning here bc i knew it hurt so many of you. My scar is so self hatred that i want to hurt myself even more. But i have been taking higher meds. But i still feel ugly. I always see it. I always think about it. Extreme loss of motivation. Fixing my scar is what has made me become obsessive and ugly. Btw it hasnt healed. It fades. Then cracks and bleeds and its all red again. Its a slow nightmare process.

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Tugasaki · 61-69, M

I too think of suicidal thoughts daily and I have depression.that being said your picture you uploaded is to me a beautiful woman just in need of a very strong hug.a whisper in your ear telling you I'm absorbing all your pain away. I wish I could do that for you .God knows I could use a big hug from anyone but I have no one around to make me happy or to just support me on my lower than lower days.hang in there.be my motivation to keep going.you are very special.