My Scar Journey...

In Janurary [image]A month ago [image]Recently[image]It's getting better. But still there. My depression has gotten better. But suicidal thoughts are still daily. But i thought it was best to stop mentioning here bc i knew it hurt so many of you. My scar is so self hatred that i want to hurt myself even more. But i have been taking higher meds. But i still feel ugly. I always see it. I always think about it. Extreme loss of motivation. Fixing my scar is what has made me become obsessive and ugly. Btw it hasnt healed. It fades. Then cracks and bleeds and its all red again. Its a slow nightmare process.