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My Scar Journey...

In Janurary [image]A month ago [image]Recently[image]It's getting better. But still there. My depression has gotten better. But suicidal thoughts are still daily. But i thought it was best to stop mentioning here bc i knew it hurt so many of you. My scar is so self hatred that i want to hurt myself even more. But i have been taking higher meds. But i still feel ugly. I always see it. I always think about it. Extreme loss of motivation. Fixing my scar is what has made me become obsessive and ugly. Btw it hasnt healed. It fades. Then cracks and bleeds and its all red again. Its a slow nightmare process.

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TeresaRudolph71 · 51-55, F

It looks like you've gotten a lot better, at least physically. I'm sorry I haven't read many of your posts, but what I see when I look at your pictures, especially the most recent picture, is not ugly, far from it. I think you look beautiful. Your scar is only a very small part of what I see in the most recent picture. Like someone else said, it's barely noticeable there.

I hope you feel better soon. Remember, there's so much more to you than that.