i think when i look forward to life and start to enjoy it is when im gonna drop dead out of nowwhere cause you know life is weird that way

not really i mean i hold back cause im really insecure very shy and depressed

@coolboy86 so then how can you look forward to life?

always something to look forward to

@coolboy86 chasing an impossible dream if you don't fix the present. ☹

i know god dammit your pretty smart why dont you just be my life coach you seem to have me figured out

@coolboy86 your shitty attitude disqualifies you 😅

its not a shitty attitude its fucking called depression ive been taking the same meds since 2007 i went to the doctor he said i need to go to a neurosurgeon to see if i need different ones

@coolboy86 I'm sure you do. But your replies tell me everything I need to know.