I'm kinda tired of everything, how can I start again

Move to Detroit?

One step at a time....just start with what you want to start with.

You can always start anew, become the person you wish to be

Moving to a new city is a huge step in that direction 😁

how can i give you advice when im in the same boat

You can't start again, but you can pick a new direction.

Pray to god

One word - reincarnation! 😎

burn/donate everything from your old life
make a large model of a womb
crawl inside
and out again
look surprised
and take 2

Have sex with a leprechaun... Get pregnant with his child.. Then get his pot of gold in monthly child support fees...