Ive been feeling more depressed lately...

Ive been going to therapy for over a year now and had a very close bond with them. Today I found they are going to be transfered and im most likely never will see em again. Which im hurt bc I feel like I poured my soul and mind into a person who was like my mental priest. I dont want to reopen my feelings with someone else and have the same thing happen again a year from now. I am going in for involuntary hospital treatment in a few days. But im still sad. Everything was for nothing.
So I asked my man since im no longer working; i would take care of our home. Seek help everyday 5 days a week. And since i dont want him to be my bank i asked if he could pay me 2 dollars a day for my shower equipment so i can afford some things I need. As long as I take care of the home.

rottenrobi · 56-60, F

I have had the same experience, and was certain my days of opening up to a professional were over. I did meet another person who I ended up talking with until I stopped. He was equally as wonderful.
I believe my situation was not as deep, but I hope you'll give someone else a try.
All I want for you in a therapist is: quality, compassionate who has an ease about them that allows you the space to open up. You are doing what you said you would do. I'm sure it's not easy, but it's awesome. ♥️