Ive been feeling more depressed lately...

Ive been going to therapy for over a year now and had a very close bond with them. Today I found they are going to be transfered and im most likely never will see em again. Which im hurt bc I feel like I poured my soul and mind into a person who was like my mental priest. I dont want to reopen my feelings with someone else and have the same thing happen again a year from now. I am going in for involuntary hospital treatment in a few days. But im still sad. Everything was for nothing.
So I asked my man since im no longer working; i would take care of our home. Seek help everyday 5 days a week. And since i dont want him to be my bank i asked if he could pay me 2 dollars a day for my shower equipment so i can afford some things I need. As long as I take care of the home.