damn near everything. but i still have a little hope candle in there burning pitifully

Being abused and molested as a little girl

Foster care abuse, growing up in a cult, being forced to see a psychiatrist, taking medicine, having my mentally slow, crazy biological family hating my guts & abusing me for no reason, & being in high debt, not being able to get a job, despite having a college degree, & the list goes on. It's too BAD to be true that no one cares about me, & I have literally NO support system.

Severe trauma..abuse and abandonment by everyone I've ever loved

The murder of my best mate and at the time lover.

Just being around humans.

Ah, those crazy humans...👽

Experiences with racial prejudice.