I think I'm with avoidant with friends.

I'm avoidant with friends. It's like subconsciously I fear to get to close and start avoiding them in order not be hurt. I can't bring myself to contact my (old) freinds. I feel bad, but nothing changes. The same thing happens over and over again up until we have nothing to talk about anymore and can't be called friends anymore.

If we ever were friends or seemed to click but things didn't go beyond it, then this is the reason.