Do you find it hard to attract people?

I am so shy I don't even know whats wrong with me. I make no eye contact. I had a guy sit at my table/directly across from me recently at the library. There were multiple empty tables and tables with just one person. I didn't even have the courage to look at his face. We sat together for 2 hours and not once did I look at his face. I had my hand across my mouth and even smudged my lipstick in the process. Only when my palms became too sweaty did I move them from my lips. When I was getting ready to leave I thought i'd be brave and take a peek but I couldn't. I wish I could be better. I really would like to meet people and possibly take it somewhere, but i'm always too nervous.