I've always had a bad habit of playing with fire

I legit almost burned a few houses down even when I was little I was always burning stuff ma would swat me up but I get it I was settting anything I could on fire. I like to burn things and need to kill that habit badly so I figure being a firefighter would be better to help people and kill the flames! Grandpa had the same problem till he passed out with a smoke drunk soaked in moonshine set himself on fire! No one stopped to help him his wife and kids had to douse his out.. he was like Freddy Kruger from the neck down since than he's always been afraid of fire till he pass can't say I blame him. But wanna kill the habit so that doesn't wind up being me!