catalyst · 31-35, F
It's shock, sweets. I'm sorry you're hurting :/ I have never had to deal with death (not yet anyway), but I have heard from another that taking the time to FEEL everything, process it, and maybe getting some grief counseling might be good. I'm sorry if that's not much help.
Also, don't apologize when it is better to release. Internalizing these kind of feelings is never good on the soul.
Also, don't apologize when it is better to release. Internalizing these kind of feelings is never good on the soul.
Metatron · M
Thank you for being supportive and kind to me about this. It is something that I wasn't ready for and my soul hurts for him being gone.loosing someone is surreal feeling
I'm so sorry for your loss. I imagine it's hitting you harder now, because it's sinking in now more, and you've had more time to sit and think about it, and naturally, you're missing him. It's very hard to adjust to. I hope you feel better soon. *hugs*
Metatron · M
Thank you young lady (your spirit is vibrant and shines) I get that, I have had more time to process this information. And the longer I thought about it the more real it became

SW-User
I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm not going to say it ever gets easier... But if you give it time, it will hurt less. Just let yourself feel what you want to feel. Be kind to yourself. I lost a friend two years ago next month and I still miss him.
Metatron · M
Thank you, I'm sorry for your loss as well. It hurts really deep it makes me want to sleep allot.
Im sorry for your loss. Often the actual first response to a loss is denial then the reality sets in. Everyone is different how they react before the come to accept it. ❤
Metatron · M
Thank you, it didn't feel real at first. It was like I just haven't talked to him ya know. Then it hit he gonr and I can't call him or see him
SweetMae · 70-79, F
I am sorry you lost your friend. Grief tends to hit people in waves. It might be good to research the seven stages of grief. It might help you understand what you are going through.
Metatron · M
Thank you, and thank you for you kind words I will look into that. I didn't know there was seven stages of grief. I miss him
5thApprentice · 31-35, M
My condolences for your loss. Hope you find some comfort when you're ready. Nothing wrong with how you feel about it or when you feel it. All the best.
Metatron · M
Thank you, I appreciate your kind words. They do help and make it feel ok to feel.
Honeylove · 46-50, F
I. So sorry for your loss. You are human and we all hurt when we lose a person we care about especially if it was sudden.
Metatron · M
Thank you. I he was such a good person.

SW-User
You have now realised what has happened where as before you may have been in denial, angry, shock. It gets easier with time
Metatron · M
I was angry and I couldn't believe it. But now it's true and permanent, I just don't like that idea or the way feels. He was so cool and we woulf get into so much mischief together.
Persephone · 51-55, F
I'm so sorry. Grief is a funny thing. It doesn't follow a neat, expected pattern. It will hit you in waves at unexpected times. x
Metatron · M
Thank you, that's how it felt was like a big wave comimg over me. I felt like I drowning in sadness.

SW-User
What?
I'm so sorry!
I'm so sorry!
Metatron · M
@SW-User ya hes gone and he cool. I can't get his out of mind

SW-User
@Metatron It is your shock that is now giving in to realising what's happened. It is natural for him to be on your mind.

SW-User
sorry for your loss
Metatron · M
Thank you
BabyLonia · F
I'm sorry for your loss. There is never a set time for when we process things. One of the things that hit our group of friends when one of ours died was that it forced us to face our own mortality. We no longer felt invincible.
Metatron · M
Thank you, all the friends are pretty much destroyed emotionally right now. I was the last to find out because I didn't have FB. You're right it does force the realization of being mortal.
Metatron · M
Thsbj you su much I cont stop cryng bag I can't see vryu good I 'll be back. I'm sorry
bijouxbroussard · F
I'm so sorry. My sincerest condolences. 😞
Metatron · M
Thank you, thank you.