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rckt148 · 61-69, M
I chock it up to a 15 yr lesson and all in all, way longer then that
but there are 2 sides to the coin
now I know what I put my first wife through
and my second
kind of feel like I deserved it
except I supported us all and my addictions ,I worked hard for us all
that is how I justified it I guess
I never seen it as it cost someone besides me
but when wife 2 left I finally got it must be me
So when my girlfriend started using ,I kind of felt it was my punishment
but there are 2 sides to the coin
now I know what I put my first wife through
and my second
kind of feel like I deserved it
except I supported us all and my addictions ,I worked hard for us all
that is how I justified it I guess
I never seen it as it cost someone besides me
but when wife 2 left I finally got it must be me
So when my girlfriend started using ,I kind of felt it was my punishment