is it so hard to forgive

It can be for some folks. If it means something for you to move forward from a situation with a person, then do it. First time is always awkward.

No.
It is hard to accept the person back in our lives because sometimes the reason that requires forgiveness changes us.

It is difficult to look past the wrong doings of others.

Apparently, I forgive way to easily I guess.

If I am crossed there is no coming back

It depends on whom we're forgiving

No it's hard to forget

no its harder to forget!