About me and my life.

I am 16.
I am male, I merely want to be a girl, but I can't start until I'm 18, parents' rules.
I have never committed a murder in my life, but I have encouraged suicide.
I occasionally feel sadness and happiness and love, it's very rare though, like less than once a month.
I do not believe in God.
I am pleased to have the life I have.