Have you ever been suicidal?

@ Kelly: Don´t worry! I don´t do it. Not yet. I still have many things to do. But when I have finished all the stuff (this can take still some years) I want to go. Although you know already some things about me you don´t know everything. The problems in my life get always bigger instead smaller. But as I´ve told you: You don´t have to be worried for the next two years.