I spent sooo much time camping out in the desert when I was young I thought I gave up
Gave up society and women and everything on earth to achieve is pointless.
I was alone so long just thinking spirit things I finally left my camp again and I thought about women after I was stuck by one I saw walking. I was thrown into a lustful world and joined a chat site to see where it leads and I tried so hard to feel like I was maybe supposed to belong with someone. After some long time, I was losing it. And the moment I sat down knowing I drove my brain to the end of this route It so happened that I became enlightened and I started to feel amazing as hell after letting it go. I didn't know for so long if the girl I was talking to felt the same way. B
But about 4 years later I heard a voice calling me names, like pussy Constantly for days. I knew I belonged with someone. Now 5 years later from that she is real person still reading my thoughts and talking to me like we were married. It took time but I think I will be with her, foreverrrr😅😭❤
I was alone so long just thinking spirit things I finally left my camp again and I thought about women after I was stuck by one I saw walking. I was thrown into a lustful world and joined a chat site to see where it leads and I tried so hard to feel like I was maybe supposed to belong with someone. After some long time, I was losing it. And the moment I sat down knowing I drove my brain to the end of this route It so happened that I became enlightened and I started to feel amazing as hell after letting it go. I didn't know for so long if the girl I was talking to felt the same way. B
But about 4 years later I heard a voice calling me names, like pussy Constantly for days. I knew I belonged with someone. Now 5 years later from that she is real person still reading my thoughts and talking to me like we were married. It took time but I think I will be with her, foreverrrr😅😭❤
31-35, M