I will never give up

Hello everyone. How are you. Today havw decided to open up about what happened on 31st December 2018. Its was a normal day and was preparing about alton birthdays which was to take place on 1st January 2019 not knowing it will be the last day to see him. My son just made 2 years and he was waiting to cut his cake the next day. I left him home to go where his bd party will be coming back in 30min he was gone. Someone come home strangled him killed him and throw his body in a septic tank. I hate birthdays. I cant stop thinking about my son. But still had to do something to make his name live forever by starting up an organization to help children, single mothers , and children's battling cancer and aids.
I know his so proud of me up in heaven. May lord have macy on us all.