Which do you want more?

@PhoenixPhail will i tell you another one the pain of the break up was the worst pain i went through than my best friend that died . Will i tell you why she's still there when you break up and she comes and goes into your mind all of the time . While a death you know she's being looked after and you can have her in your thoughts as in good memories,
While break ups comes in , it mixed memories , regrets , and good times .
Thats why people jump onto one to another to avoid that train of thought .
Even with break ups you still would have ending up hsving feelings for her . I don't care what anyone says , but its true .
And i had a bad break up ,and yet still have feelings for her even tho its a long time .