you got spiritual growth 😊 Lately it seems you have mixed feelings with confusion excitement fear and wonder. You love your new renewed connection with the divine and you wish you could read study and learn or meditate on a full-time basis it seems you're wearing about the implications that your spiritual studies will have on the rest of your life what impact will your new spiritual pursuit have on your job marriage or friendship.these worries create a fear that may Road at the enjoyment with your spiritual studies bring you so give give the fears to God.trust your support and love and guided each moment.don't worry about how your future Will blend with your spiritual growth .