Do you like talking about things that truly bother you?

Or do you hate having to talk about those things to people that know you?

I simply cannot talk about those things with anyone that knows me. I absolutely feel sick over the thought that I d tell them whats going on in my mind and how much hopeless and depressed it is in there. Just makes me sick. I can't escape this feeling and I just want to not let anyone get close to me.