Do you ever feel like you don’t give a fvck anymore?

I realised that I don’t really care about what others think about me anymore. Not as much as I used to. I also realised that the same people who would always tell me to stop being so shy now think I’m being somewhat b!tchy and inconsiderate by not letting them hear what they want. Was I supposed to be meek and shy my entire life?
2019 is about putting myself first and I’m not afraid to put someone in their place anymore.