I love that I was able to disprove all the things said about me
and I got to shame them by becoming more successful then any of them ever could have imagined ,,
But I credit most of my success to blessings ,,I forgive ,I can't hold grudges
and if I did ,,I would be a lonely man ,,
very few people in my life that has not hurt me in one form or another .
Even my kids kept things from me thinking they were shielding me from pain
but once it all come out ,,it only made me feel betrayed they didn't give me advanced warning ,,but they were right in assuming that I wouldn't have believed them anyway ,and it would have only caused me to think they we just jealous of my happiness .
But the fact find pleasure in the pain and or suffering of others
also speaks about the condition of your heart
Love never finds pleasure in such things ,as we show mercy and forgiveness to others it comes back to us
maybe not from those people ,,but often from strangers you don't even know
when you find yourself in time of need ,and mercy ,to be forgiven
And who does un -forgiveness actually harm ?
People that hurt us or climb the ladder on us usually expose themselves as someone willing to hurt or use anyone to reach their goals ,,and soon ,no one wants anything to do with them ,they can't be trusted ,,its a hollow victory when you have no one to share it with ,except people now gunning for your position .
But users rarely give their victims a second thought ,,they don't even think about you
So who is it hurting ? the one that can't let it go ,,,?
I am happy when my enemies judge me ,,it makes it sweet when they come up to me and tell me they were wrong ,,like how I raised my kids for instance
But how can I be happy when anyones kids have no respect for them
or they are dead ,or drug addicts ,in prison or has nothing to do with them
I feel sorry for them ,,they should have been looking at themselves and not so content trying to harm me ,,now they reap what they have sown
And no ,it never makes me happy ,,Were it not for the grace of God
That could have been me ,,,but since I forgive ,I was forgiven
Placed then and only then in a position to be blessed
Many times by the very people who said I would never amount to anything
Now they get to see ,,,,,they were wrong
And because of my example ,,,,I have awesome kids that make me so proud
they have big hearts and help people ,and forgive those that have used us and meant us harm ,,we all are very blessed ,,their hate did nothing to harm us after all ,it only revealed the condition of their hearts
