I think im avoiding my true self.

I really want to explore more. I want to travel more often but it can be expensive. I feel so happy when I'm outdoors. I like hiking, camping, fishing, and outdoor work but im stuck in the suburbs. I rarely go do these things cuz I'm always too caught up with other things like school, my job, and other things. One day im gonna move out of the suburban area. Its boring here. I was born and raised in the suburbs which is nice i suppose but the inner me wants more space and more nature. Heck even living by the beach would be pretty cool.