I Have Goals and Aspirations
As I sit here, ready to go to work another 6 hour shift in the bakery... I can't stop thinking about how much I need to get my comics online.
And I don't really care about making $ off them. I can be broke and still do this. Hell its what I'm doing now right? Almost a decade of drawing, story boarding, perfecting, critiquing. And I will admit, I'm definitely not the best. My drawings are glorified doodles at most. But still... a dream is a dream. And if I could eventually get to the point where I'm drawing for 6-8 hours a day and not cleaning? Dream come true. I want this, I want this so bad but I'm scared. I have an idea to put them online, but the quality would be so poor... I could get a drawing tablet if i had an extra $200 -_- but that's probably not happening unless I try to sell a lot of my shit. I can still work towards it though. Its easy to get discouraged... but I guess it would be a waste of 10 years if i didn't at least try...
And I don't really care about making $ off them. I can be broke and still do this. Hell its what I'm doing now right? Almost a decade of drawing, story boarding, perfecting, critiquing. And I will admit, I'm definitely not the best. My drawings are glorified doodles at most. But still... a dream is a dream. And if I could eventually get to the point where I'm drawing for 6-8 hours a day and not cleaning? Dream come true. I want this, I want this so bad but I'm scared. I have an idea to put them online, but the quality would be so poor... I could get a drawing tablet if i had an extra $200 -_- but that's probably not happening unless I try to sell a lot of my shit. I can still work towards it though. Its easy to get discouraged... but I guess it would be a waste of 10 years if i didn't at least try...
