What is the biggest dream that you never have achieved?

@TwiddlerofThumbs The good thing is that you realized it in time, sometimes there are dreams that are better left unfulfilled.

@MrGomco most of my dreams are. its why I chose the real, first one. I sued to sit in my closet and cry because my mom wouldn't let me get on a plane and just go find them. like an idiot. The funny thing is that the very first record I bought was theirs and it had slips of paper meant to be sent away to get letter in response from them if I sent them in. And I was always too scared to make them real and didn't know what to say to them anyhow.
They are why I don't see famous people as anything more than people with cool jobs. So at least I got that out of it somehow.

Also, if I had dreams, I don't know what they were. I just want to be happy. I want a life filled with friendship and love. I guess that is what I've given up on. I have what I have and ... all I can do is make it better.

@TwiddlerofThumbs I understood your point very well, it seems to me that you explain yourself well, what do dreams matter when you are already happy, I had not thought about it that way, thanks for giving me a new point of view.