I realized why our connection will never work out. It is the emotional YoYo thingy you do.
That's why.
Not so much your lack of punctuality and the weird disappearances. It is the emotional on and off thingy..the close and far attachment style. The dependence without depth..the surface level interactions.
I am deep. That will never change. I analyze intuitively without even trying. I bond in a way that's lasting and meaningful. We are way different. I have always been a lover of solitude. But for me to truly enjoy it, people need to not attempt to connect to me then drag me along before I retreat to process such behaviors. That is not how I want to be spending my alone time.
Consistency and clarity are irreplaceable to me. I don't want to be thinking of what other people meant or intended during my alone time. It is time to be spent appreciating detachment and loving the parts of life that exist without all the noise.
I do love you but I also love my solitude.
Not so much your lack of punctuality and the weird disappearances. It is the emotional on and off thingy..the close and far attachment style. The dependence without depth..the surface level interactions.
I am deep. That will never change. I analyze intuitively without even trying. I bond in a way that's lasting and meaningful. We are way different. I have always been a lover of solitude. But for me to truly enjoy it, people need to not attempt to connect to me then drag me along before I retreat to process such behaviors. That is not how I want to be spending my alone time.
Consistency and clarity are irreplaceable to me. I don't want to be thinking of what other people meant or intended during my alone time. It is time to be spent appreciating detachment and loving the parts of life that exist without all the noise.
I do love you but I also love my solitude.
