I used to lay/hide under tables as a child

We still have my dads two old tables. They look beatdown due to age. But if you get underneath and look at the top you can see my life history. I spent a lot of time under them. I guess it made me feel safe and that's the only way I knew how to deal with things at the time. They're full of different drawings and all kinds of things I would write. There's even a picture of my very first dog I let my best friend draw. She was the only one I showed this to.

About 5 years ago I got under the coffee table with my fat dog. It was extremely cramped but it felt safe. Sometimes when my life is overwhelming I want to go back and sit under one of those tables. Maybe draw something to update it on my life. But I realize how ridiculous I am. I'm old af and I shouldn't be thinking about laying under a table jc. I cringe at my weirdness sometimes.