I remember a time when people used to ask me why I am even here because I seemed way too normal for this place.

Now you know why, don't ya?

I miss being a nut secretly and laughing at you for being naive and seeing me as normal .

But also I am glad we can put that behind and I can be accepted for the fuked up person I am.

It's like finally releasing a fart in public group , relief, but also you can never undo that.