Talk to me in the comments.

I remember experience project when I was like 18? It got shut down because they couldn't guarantee privacy.. this place has always been a little empty in the sense of interaction is short and empty. The only prolonged interactions I have had here are arguments or debates that I provoked.

Let's talk, might seem crap and shallow at first but you gotta start somewhere, or you just gonna keep refreshing?

I could be misreading but for anyone who feels the same, go ahead.

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Amyrakunejo · F

Actually, it was funding, and it was lacking.
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(takes a sip of her/their drink) Ah, refreshing...oh, wait; you meant something else...my bad...

IUsedToBeHere · 26-30, MNew

@Amyrakunejo I could be wrong, I just remember users talking about a murder and the site saying it had to close down because it couldn't guarantee privacy.. and then the guy from this website inviting me to join here at its launch lol

Amyrakunejo · F

@IUsedToBeHere That's also likely part of it, but EP was severely underfunded.

IUsedToBeHere · 26-30, MNew

@Amyrakunejo High possibility, I don't remember there ever being ads.. I had my first long distance relationship on that site. Me and her terrorized that site, I was full of angst, she was a self proclaimed sociopath.

Amyrakunejo · F

@IUsedToBeHere There never were ads.
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There's one person I befriended there that I would love to reconnect with; I can't remember her name though.

IUsedToBeHere · 26-30, MNew

@Amyrakunejo Shame, mine was indigopathic.. I kept in touch over Facebook. What can you remember about her? Little things might help you find

Amyrakunejo · F

@IUsedToBeHere I believe her name is Priscilla, I might be mistaken but I'm fairly certain of this. That doesn't help me much.
She's transfemme, last I knew...

IUsedToBeHere · 26-30, MNew

@Amyrakunejo Oh shit, I think I remember that name. It's little things that makes a person unique that can help you find them, because of other social media they might use (sounds a bit stalker like, I know.) It ended badly with me and Kelsey, I moved on though.

Amyrakunejo · F

@IUsedToBeHere Indeed, it does, but at the same time, it all comes down to intent, no more and no less.

IUsedToBeHere · 26-30, MNew

@Amyrakunejo I was so lonely, I just wanted to spend every minute of everyday talking to her, and I got crazy when she couldn't. No excuse for it, no hard feelings to her

Amyrakunejo · F

@IUsedToBeHere You had a very strong bond, broken by a third wheel. How you feel/felt about that, is not your fault. I wouldn't blame you if such caused you to go ballistic.

IUsedToBeHere · 26-30, MNew

@Amyrakunejo It was never that, I was just unstable.. She pretended to be something she wasn't and it showed. She wanted to be this emotionless and calculated person, but she wasn't and I knew but my paranoia got the best of me

Amyrakunejo · F

@IUsedToBeHere Still not your fault.

IUsedToBeHere · 26-30, MNew

@Amyrakunejo If I told you what I was like you would think I belong in prison, but I appreciate it. Anyway enough about me, if and when you want to chat you can talk about your own thing.. that's what this site is supposed to be, and I'm a-okay, I found love after

Amyrakunejo · F

@IUsedToBeHere And I myself have posted how Abuse Has Changed Me, which I'm sure makes some people believe I'm a psychopath.
I too have found love, in a way I never expected; love and emotions are complicated...

IUsedToBeHere · 26-30, MNew

@Amyrakunejo How did abuse change you? I couldn't agree more, it's not all straight forward. Love is a battlefield

Amyrakunejo · F

@IUsedToBeHere tl;dr
It has turned my appetite towards those who would abuse me.

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Amyrakunejo · F

@IUsedToBeHere I have found those that understand. Even still, in the moment, I won't hold back.

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