I Want a Friend to Talk to

Hi, um a little about me, Im a dad who was just divorced 2 days ago. My kids are in another state with my ex. We agreed to this it makes the most sense financially. neither of us did any big wrong. I just don't make her happy like I used to, and I had some failings of my own that caused that. So I wont continue to hurt her just because im happy. I love her to much for that. I can call and video call my boys at any point no rejections or ignored calls. but i did establish no contact with her because her and I need time to heal and work on ourselves. time to grow as people. Im scared, and in a lot of pain. but right now a friend sounds great