I Love My Friends and Am a True Friend
So if this true-why do i feel so empty?
Idk where i go wrong sometimes- maybe it's the fact that i keep everything to myself but at the same time wanna reach out to someone.
Im not one to ask for help, either.
It's funny how easy it is to lie, isn't it? You smile and wave and say all the right things
"Hey, how's it going?"
"Good! How are you?"
"Just fine, thanks for asking!"
Little do they know, my world is crumbling around me, all covered in jokes and lies
Maybe it's nights like this, where im at my most vunerable and lonliest and i wish talk to a close friend of mine.
That's another thing, we don't really "talk" anymore- our society. I would kill to Skype my friends and just talk about whatever. I Love love LOVE video calls. However, i cant, for various reasons. So i resort to the texting ways- it makes me feel connected sometimes, yet detached. And lonely. And it's not like you can skype with just anyone whose willing to skype you - too many oddballs with other intentions. Blehh!
I just cant shake this emptiness in the pit of my stomach, and ill have it covered by sunrise, and it'll be gone, or at least suppressed.
Sometimes i can almost swear it's a longing...but why?
Until then...just smile and wave and wave boys, smile and wave
Idk where i go wrong sometimes- maybe it's the fact that i keep everything to myself but at the same time wanna reach out to someone.
Im not one to ask for help, either.
It's funny how easy it is to lie, isn't it? You smile and wave and say all the right things
"Hey, how's it going?"
"Good! How are you?"
"Just fine, thanks for asking!"
Little do they know, my world is crumbling around me, all covered in jokes and lies
Maybe it's nights like this, where im at my most vunerable and lonliest and i wish talk to a close friend of mine.
That's another thing, we don't really "talk" anymore- our society. I would kill to Skype my friends and just talk about whatever. I Love love LOVE video calls. However, i cant, for various reasons. So i resort to the texting ways- it makes me feel connected sometimes, yet detached. And lonely. And it's not like you can skype with just anyone whose willing to skype you - too many oddballs with other intentions. Blehh!
I just cant shake this emptiness in the pit of my stomach, and ill have it covered by sunrise, and it'll be gone, or at least suppressed.
Sometimes i can almost swear it's a longing...but why?
Until then...just smile and wave and wave boys, smile and wave
22-25, F
