I am not my best today, and I wanted to spend my free time alone to avoid others having to deal with my ptsd-related detachment

Or intensity if it happens.
But my siblings want me to talk to them, since it's mother's day in canada. And spend it online together, watch movies, do online stuff after work.

I am so tired as it is. I hope I can do this without leaving them worried about how I am. I did do great for months and it is just a today problem.

I also have to spend time with mother later.

I feel very drained.