I do wonder….

What would happen if I blocked everyone then stopped talking entirely? Would anyone care? Would anyone notice?(Not even a vent but like I’m genuinely asking) Cuz like I have no friends.(Except for a few people on here) and I genuinely have no desire to talk to people who don’t actually value me, especially when I constantly put my friends super high on my necessity list and I try to answer them as fast as possible, and I give them things, and try to hang out with them, but nothing works, it’s like I’m the last option, even to my best friend who swore that we would never grow distant. And now they don’t even answer my texts anymore and anytime I ever try to tell them about it I feel super guilty for even thinking about complaining because I’m so lucky to even have them as a friend and I’m so sorry to them for everything I’ve done.(For everyone who made it this far, thank you, here’s a song recommendation!! Remember my name -Mitski)