I Used to Have Imaginary Friends

I was not socially intelligent or blend into social circles as a kid so I created imaginary friends. As I grew into a teenager, I turn them into my "lover". I would pretend to make love to my imaginary friend...it was like escaping into the underworld. My imagination is so deeper than this post. I can't even explain how deep this is...

Now I am almost 30 so I am slowly letting go but its hard. I feel like imaginary friends are part of my identity. I can't escape it. I feel like maybe this is that feeling I need to write my novel...