It’s gotta be some sick cruel joke

But then I remember im not sleeping.
This isn’t a nightmare.
A week ago today was the last time I talked to you.

Even saying that out loud sounds silly and stupid because there is no way we have gone that long without talking when most days the only time we were not talking was when the other one was sleeping and we were both world class insomniacs but then I remember it’s not a nightmare.

It’s true.

It’s gotta be some sick cruel joke.

Fuck ☹🤐😢🥺💔