A true friend?
I have very, VERY few friends, at least in person. I always tend to forget the few that I met online and only know online. I feel I can be myself around those few friends. They’ve never seen me, so they don’t know how unattractive I am, nor do they know how terrible my voice sounds. They don’t know anything but my kindness towards them and the occasional vents.
I wish that wasn’t the case sometimes though. Some of these friends are closer than my in person friends. I would do anything to meet at least one of them!! To give them a hug and say thank you would change my life forever. I see their heartbreaks too, and I want them to know I’m here for them, but I want them to hear it, not see it as text on a screen or hear it from speakers. I want them to know.
The way my world is looking this may never happen. But someday, maybe, I will hold them and they will know I care.
I wish that wasn’t the case sometimes though. Some of these friends are closer than my in person friends. I would do anything to meet at least one of them!! To give them a hug and say thank you would change my life forever. I see their heartbreaks too, and I want them to know I’m here for them, but I want them to hear it, not see it as text on a screen or hear it from speakers. I want them to know.
The way my world is looking this may never happen. But someday, maybe, I will hold them and they will know I care.
