When you think your not acknowledged. I'm ok with it these days but at very start of my life , late teens , early adults , right up top when I was 29 I felt that way until I lost a lot in my life when I was 30 , lost a lot in the space of 6 months , a break up that ended bad , a friend that died , nervous breakdown , a visit to a pysche ward for 6 weeks , going back into a pysche ward for another week . I was in there 3 times in the one years .
Looking back at it now I'm 44 and now I'm coming back too you if your looking for someone to acknowledge you what happens with that trace of thinking is that you end up in a bog of self pity and that thinking activates more thoughts too make you worse .
You have too be alright with you is were I'm coming at , not everyday but sometimes and appreciate life a bit more .
There's a sane and it says ' if you conquer yourself you conquer the world.
Yourself is from within and the world is the thinking from within , as what I say not everyday but keep on trying .
God likes a trier .
I wasted 15 years trying to figure out life and questioning this and that .
Trying question everything and do you know the answer I came up with , with all of that is that your trying avoid your imperfections.
You be trying to get life fully right and you never will . That's why a God of your own understanding is there in your life , not my understanding but your own understanding
