People laugh at my pain then wonder why I flip out

They drain the nice out of me then call me crazy or slow. Like wow I’m just trying to be happy. Cowards know I got punched in the face, he took my money, he looked through my phone, he abused me mentally. His family still supporting him 👎🏾Like I’m the victim. I’m stuck with his babies.

I wonder do God hates me. He sent me an awful psycho jerk.