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I Have Friends Who Do Not Talk to Me Anymore

And This Is My Effort To Make New Ones.... I have friends from the real world, but for some strange reason... They evaporated from my life. And honestly, I don't understand. I make my efforts of communication, I dilute my schedule, apologize for any mistakes I've made, all the while giving them their space. But what the hell... They ignore me, or confront me with quick, petty excused and empty promises.

I have dealt with this for 6 months. But this is the climax of it all. I would assume they had other plans because of the Summer. I inferred they were all mega busy, vacationing in a lofty cabin somewhere, and simply becoming to absorbed in their personal life. Which is fine. But forgetting me completely is damaging.

The only person who I can speak with is my father. He is busy, but everyday he insures he has some time squeezed in for our daily phone call. His distractions are meager when I'm on the line. It sounds petty though.. And sometimes, he just has to finish his activity.

I just ended a flimsy relationship of two years... It was a disaster and one of the reasons why I lost all my other friends. Now, I have absolutely no one to celebrate or to vent with except Microsoft Word. That's right... I write in this thing I call, "The online Diary." That way when I tell my family what I'm doing, I just say, "Writing in my online diary." Sounds a little better than it is.

I just wish i had someone to talk to. I get lonely so much. And this little town doesn't help. I want to meet people, but it's so hard. I'm this little weirdo who intimidates people somehow. I guess I'm just socially awkward.

So... Anyone out there who's like me? Anyone who wants to talk or anything? I'm on my knees here, desperate for someone to text or call other than my family. o_o

Peace and Cranberries.


 
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