Tired Of Fake Friends
The other night, some bitch who I thought was my friend and who I decided to walk away from as far as friendships go, she randomly mentioned me in a comment on tiktok about a crazy looking haunted house. She has some nerve, randomly doing that after all this time of her not talking to me anymore because she'd rather hang out with her real friends instead of spending time with me, even though we don't live very far from each other. Her own mom doesn't even hear from her much anymore.
Someone who tells you how much she loves you and how important you are to her life, yet she then doesn't hit you up to confirm plans you two previously made. I simply replied with that it looks insane and that I'm honestly surprised she even remembered who I am. Last I heard from her was Easter, and before that, we were barely talking anymore because she showed me she didn't care to anymore. Perfect example of "Pay attention to someone's actions, never their words."
Needless to say, there's a reason I keep most people at a distance and try to not be very close with many people nowadays, because given enough time, someone will always eventually decide to abandon you or stab you in the back. I've got very bad trust issues as a result and just assume everybody is lying. I have a very tiny amount of friends, and everybody else is an acquaintance or just someone I somewhat know. Is this a lonely existence? Sure, but I'm kinda used to being alone. Nobody cares except for me, anyway. I don't bother wasting my time on someone who pretends to care about me but then does crap like that. I'd prefer if people didn't waste my time. Money is something I can get back, time is something I cannot.
Someone who tells you how much she loves you and how important you are to her life, yet she then doesn't hit you up to confirm plans you two previously made. I simply replied with that it looks insane and that I'm honestly surprised she even remembered who I am. Last I heard from her was Easter, and before that, we were barely talking anymore because she showed me she didn't care to anymore. Perfect example of "Pay attention to someone's actions, never their words."
Needless to say, there's a reason I keep most people at a distance and try to not be very close with many people nowadays, because given enough time, someone will always eventually decide to abandon you or stab you in the back. I've got very bad trust issues as a result and just assume everybody is lying. I have a very tiny amount of friends, and everybody else is an acquaintance or just someone I somewhat know. Is this a lonely existence? Sure, but I'm kinda used to being alone. Nobody cares except for me, anyway. I don't bother wasting my time on someone who pretends to care about me but then does crap like that. I'd prefer if people didn't waste my time. Money is something I can get back, time is something I cannot.
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