I Wish I Had More Close Friends

I watch all these TV shows and films with really good friendships and I'm like "how many actual friendships like that are there?" I mean I have a few friends but I only really feel close or similar or whatever to one of them and she's already got a best friend from years ago… I just want a good friend sometimes it seems cool even though I'm very socially awkward but maybe that's because the last 'best friends' I've had either I moved away from (that happened in P1 and in P7 she moved town) or they turned out to be a WAY different person that I thought…